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HHELLLOOOS !
I got into Npcc .
With HAZIRAH !! youh know ??!!
]:
Cried in school .
Really wanted netball .
I think cause of my height .
I know larh i short . Cannot give me chance ?
PLEASE !
After school , went to pioneer mall .
Met Bby J . GEREK !
After that , went home , shower and stuff ,
Went down , played soccer .
I played with Jasni for a while then sit one corner .
Whhas !

5 p.m went home .
Later must go Jurong West Sec again .
Register for Sinda .
YEAH !! cann see Bby J !!
WOHHOO !
They say wear p.e or uni .
Wear p.e urh sia . Nak kai pinafore ?
Tak panas kerr ? . . . . . . .

I REALLY WAN NETBALL !!
:[

starting to miss Jurong West primary , 6D' 08 , Netball mates
Ms Chong , Ms Sim and Cikgu Norlia MORE and MORE !
I don't feel that i'm fully ready to go into secondary lyfe .

Dah ending my post here .
Sakit hati nak post lagyk .
Lagyklagyk kalau pasal netball .

Dah urh .
Bhubye urh sia .

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

HELLOOSS !

Day's of no update ?
Hhas ! Youh guy's don't need to
know what happen . This is what i can tell
youh about this week , During School it SUXX !
After school , GGEERREEKK !

:]

Today - Farah ajak main bola , as tomorrow she can't make it .
Went down at 4 ? Went home at exact 6.15 . LLuucckkyy !
bathe , and everything , then use computer .
:]

Tomorrow - maybe going playing soccer again .

...............................Bby , sometymes , see-ing youh farah ,
...............................makes my heart painful . I just don't know why. *sigh*
............................... Bby , I'm SORIE

:[



Bored much ?
Yeah !
SO did th ' . . . . . . '
hhas !

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

HHELLOOS !

Yesterday - Went to play soccer !
at 2pm + till 7 . LONNG huh ?
5 hours seyy .
Planning to go next week too !
Farah came yesterday man !
Siok ! She played till her leg pain !
Poor farah ! Nothing much to say larh .

Today - didn't feel lyke going to school .
Tired seyy . Bathe and everything , went out
at 7 ? somewhere there . Lesson after lesson .
From today onwards , 1N1 will be at th 4th floor with
th sec 2's ! Until th guy from 2E2 ? recovered !
Damn tiring okeys .. up and down th stairs .
After school , Cca auditions.
After 5 went home . Do homework for a while ,
Then Bby J called . :] asked if wana met ,
I said okey . And ran out of th house .
Ran till th traffic light near pioneer mall .
Pancit lurh ! Leg pain too !
Later got religious class .
So get to get going .
I got one more thing to say ,
Bby , Susah tau .
Bukan samer dengar katekate dier .
Dik tak biase bby ! Susah nak biaserkan .
Kalau dik give up , SORIE

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

HEELLLOOS !

Today - woke up early seyy .
Bathe , then went to school .
Then at school , opening speech by
Mr Gun , principle , and some briefing .
Then went of th see all th Cca's .
At th basketball booth , did some shooting ,
Scored 15 ? in 1 min 30 sec .
Then they ask me to join basketball .
Tried shooting at netball booth , only can shoot one .
because 15 / 20 seconds only what .
then went to uniform groups then dismissed at 11.30 or so .
Went home, Showered , sleep !
Tired siol !
Sleep at 12.10 to 12.30 or so .
Then at 12.35 till 3. pm .
Woke up , bathe again .
I lyke to play water .
mcm budakbudak katerkan ! whhhas !

Hhas !
Now , waiting to talk on th phone !
Hhhas ! MISS HYM Lurh sey .

Tomorrow - planning to go down ,
PLAY SOCCER ! hhas ! farah maybe coming !
Hope she come seyy .
:]

I MISS HYM UBER MUCH SEYY !
even through yesterday just met !

*sigh*

Nothing else to post about seyy .

So bhubye .

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

HEELLOOOS !

YEAH ! HYS BACK FROM CAMP !
*jumps**laughing*

Yesterday - Went Silat ! :]
Tire-ing ? not so .
Ran , ran , ran .
Then do jumping jacks , Sit up's , Push up ,
and th other usual stuff .
Bby J wasn't there .
:[
Do some training & learn white belt then punches , kick's and stuff .
o_O
After silat , my mom talk to Bby J's parents .
I was showing attitude sia .
I was at the playground all alone sia .
After that , hys parents told me to help them
buy th malay text book for Bby J . :] hhhas !
After that went home & hand wash th clothes till midnight ,
Ate some snacks , Then after a while , sleep .
[ gona be FFFAAATTT sia ] :[

Today - went to school .
Quite late sia .
Usually i wait for hazirah ,
Today she wait for me .
I woke up at 6.35 + ?
Late rite ? hhas ! i know .
Then bathe until 6.55 ?
then change , tie hair , pack bag .
Out i go . . .
Reach school , saw hazirah ,
talk talk talk ,
Then went to th hall .
After th national anthem & pledge ,
Went to class .
After school , Went to pioneer mall with farah .
Called Bby J then mom .
Asked Bby J if wana met up .
He said yes . and we met up at pioneer mall .
Called mom to tell her i'll be home late .
Saw Bby J , then wana go MacDonald .
Then saw Siddiq , Khairie , Fateh and Fauzan .
Then Bby J talked to Siddiq then went to MacDonald .
Then walk home . Called Bby J after taking a shower .
Then asked hym to sleep . :]
Mom said maybe by today gona get my handphone back !
YEAH ! i miss message-ing people sia .
Later got silat , I need to go take a shower again lurh .

Long post ?
Yeah , i know .

Bhubye

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

HELLOS !

HE IS COMING HOME TOMORROW !
i miss hym larh !
YEAH ! raymond doesn't lyke me ! so , hazirah , jangan main ckp urh ! dier dah tak suker kan akuh urh ! whha ! :P

Last night , cannot sleep soundly ,
After 15 - 30 min wake up .
:[ SORIE Bby !
then in class keep yawning .
:]

Today - Masjati ? sorie if wrong spelling .
Wanted to go the library to do the home economic project .
I was lyke me too ! o_O
Then he asked if wana make a group , then we all do together .
I was lyke anything urh . Tomorrow , once Bby J come's back ,
Gona ask hym permission .

Later got silat . Bby J , Jasmani , Jasni and fendi
won't be there . As Bby J and fendi has camp ,
and tonight , they are having campfire , parents are
invited , so hys brother's are going too .
what a pity seyy , Bby J not there !
:[

Nothing else to post about larh .
Bhubye .


ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

Hellos .

Yesterday -
Went to school , usual thing larh .
Got p.e from 8.55 ? - 10 .
Then th teacher , miss neo .
told us what to do every p.e.
lessons & th rules and regulations .
Then went to check height and weight .
I shrunk sia . from 154cm to 153cm sia .
:[
After height and weight ,
Ms neo , brought us to run / jog around th school .
I was th 10+ or so ?
Got this guy, hys name is ramzan .
he asked me why i so fast ?
o_O . Wrong mah i run fast ?
Then recess .
then class tyme , during class tyme ,
me and this guy called raymond ? Passed notes ,
i asked hym who he lyke larh , cause a few gurls in class
lyke hym . Then mother tongue , so we stop for a while ,
during mother tongue , teacher played hang man
& told ghost stories about her friends that went to N.S .
after Mother tongue , continued passing th letter
during C.M.E , maths and english . If i can remember ,
this is one conversation .Blue - Raymond Red - Batrisyia .

.... [ he said something , i can't remember ] & btw , do youh lkye me ?
Why youh ask ?
I lyke can feel that youh lyke me .
I got boif , ..... [ said something , can't remember ] anyways , youh lyke me ? [ i asked this cause , hazirah said that she feel that raymond lykes me o.O ]
A lil last tyme , now got girlf .
Ouhs .. Okeys ..

That was a crazy convo . :] hhas !
Then got orientation . Got captain ball sia .
:] Damn excited at first , then at last ,
my class didn't had th chance to play ,
:[

Today -
went out of house at 6.35 / 6.40 ?
went out to meet Bby J ,
Today he going camp at juying sec .
He'll be back on friday , :[
So LOOONNNNGGG !
Went to Discovery center .
Okeys larh , Played some games .
Did some cheer , i was quiet through
th first half , cause i was thinking
of Bby J . :[ then th other half ,
talked . Then went to th theater hall .
Viewed th pics they took and a speech ?
Then went home .

& this is to Bby J .
Forgot to post yesterday .
HAPPY 7 MONTH !
I know that i've been th
cause of th fights since th new year stared ,
Even if i'm stubborn , Naughty or what so on ,
Your still by my side, guiding me to th right path ,
Through th Up's and Down's i have , through th fight
i have between my parents ,
you're always there to make my day .
To cheer me up no matter what , Thanks bby !
You're always in my heart and my mind ,
No matter what , I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOUH.
& I LOVE NOONE ELSE BUT YOUH BABY !!

This post damn long sia .
Hhas !

Sorie aites .
Bhubye


ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

hellos ?
First thing i got to say is -
I'm SORIE baby .
Sorie for waking youh up tadi .
REALLY REALLY SORIE .
and bby , please jangan take what
that bitch take seriously .
Dier tak der hak nak bilang dik
siaper nak cintakan or what so ever .
Please bby .
:[


I HATE MY MOTHER !
SHE'S A BITCH !
I HATE HER ! I HATE HER ! I HATE HER !


Today - Went to school .
As usual , I don't know how
to ikat my tie seyy .
Hazirah sister help me .
Thanks aites !
Then went to hall .
Do everthing then went back to class .
First period project work , no teacher take us seyy .
So we went to class & talktalktalk until Vice principal
came in .
o_O
Then went to computer lab and so on . . .
After school , Changed & went for th orientation .
Walk around th school , up and down repeated tymes seyy .
Whhas !
Then go hall . Play games .
o_O
Then dismissal .
Called Bby J , but ended up waking hym up .
:[
SORIE bby .
:'[
Then went home .
while walking , walk past Bby J's house .
My mother talking to hys parents .
I really wana 'MAKI' her sey !
Then i heard that tomorrow then they talk
cause Bby J's father got to go for work .
Tomorrow at 2pm or so .
I was lyke really really angry & almost maki-ed
my mother .
I still got orientation rite ?
How come cannot after 5.45 ?
Fhuck seyy !

i only ate once seyy during recess .
Eat pau . :]
Frm 10.25 till now haven't eat .
I have no mood seyy .
Th blame is on my mother .
REALLY won't forgive her to what she's gonna do !
She so has no rites to tell me who to love & who not to love !


Tomorrow our 7months together !
But got problem seyy .
One by one come in seyy .
Just settled one , then another one come in .


I HATE MY MOTHER !

Feel lyke killing myself seyy .
I'm th blame for all th fights that we have .
:[

Anyways - Sorie th post long !

bhubye

ILOVEYOUH . BBY J

HELLOS !

Yesterday -
Went out at 5+ ?
play soccer .
Went home at 7+ .
What we do, not for youh to know .
Whha !

Today -
first day of school ?
Yeah , okeys larh .
Must do 2 introduction & th rest talk .
Got one teacher . VERY friendly .
But to bad not permanent teacher !
]:
After sch , got do something .
Then went to fendi's house .
Mother came to cane me at 7 + ?
Then now currently on th phone .
Crying .

Bby . Fendi .
Please JANGAN buat !
please urh !
Aper ni !
Sakit hati tau dik / akuh tengok
Bby / kauh buat gini terhadap diri kauh orng sendiri .
Memang sah ni semua salah akuh / dik .
akuh / dik pun nak buat blh ekh ?


bhubye

ILOVEYOUH . BBY J

HEELLOOS !
2 day never post ?
Whhah !

Busy ?
Busy going out ader larh !
Whha !

301208 -
Went to J.P 3 pm
Meet Bby J & fendi !
Bought bubble tea .
I don't wana drink then fendi
say - ' if youh don't drink .... '
then went popular .
Then went P.M .
Went to MacDonald .
I don't feel lyke eating too !
Then fendi repeat th same sentence !
O_o
Then went my house take soccer ball went to
th field near our houses . Then my mom
sent my younger bro to look for me since it's
all ready 6+ . But i don't fell lyke going home !
So younger bro stayed with us . Bby J th PSP th screen got crack .
talktalktalk until 7 + then headed home .

311208 - Went out of house at 9.45 am .
Late seyy . Supposed to go out at 9.30 am.
but mom held me back . gave me 10$ and asked
me to eat breakfast . told her didn't want breakfast ,
then she said while youh walking eat . took th advice ,
while waiting for Bby J & fendi , eat . :]

Felt kindda guilty
[ only Bby J know's why ]
:[

planned to go harborfront & peni ,
But then didn't go ,
first went to Pioneer mall ,
to check how something .
60 min only , but too bad .
No $ . Feeling guilty .
:[
Then went to donno what block ,
Then went my house ,
Then went to J.P ?
eat . I cannot finish seyy .

Sorie & Thanks bby !

Then headed to my house
Then th field .
Bby J brother's & father joined too !
hha !
After th field , went Bby J's house ,
Until .. 7.30 ?
Then off to fendi's house .
Keep going toilet seyy !
Fendi's mom cooked .
Then eat .
Then Bby J's bro continued playing games .
Then i continued going to th toilet .
Got one part , Bby J's younger bro go
Off th toliet light , Then Keep holding th
toilet door so i can't go out ,
Then when i came out , they asked if i scream ?
Scream for what ?
o_O

Then went off at 10.30 ?
Walked down th stairs .
Sent Bby J & hys brother's home .
Until th lift of hys block ,
then went home .
Talked on th phone till 12 + ?
then eat abit , then sleep .
Fat seyy lyke that !

Hopefully later th rain will stop ,
I wanna go out again ?
Pleash .

Tomorrow sch starting .
I got to go iron my uniform & call someone !
Maybe later i update again ,
To keep my blog alive ,
whha !

So long seyy this post .
Anyways - Happy New year to all of you !

bhubye

ILOVEYOUH . BBY J