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Sunday, May 31, 2009
@ 10:35 AM






hello .

sorry .

yesterday's post was just unexplainable .
i'm really sorry . i really am .

get back to earth .
suprisingly , i woke up early today .
despite sleeping extreamly late , i woke up early .
hhas .

i slept at 10.10 , then woke up at 11+ ?
due to mxg-es . then tried to sleep at 1.55 .
woke up at 2.10 . finally slept at 4 .
and woke up 8 .

later , younger bro wann's to watch monster vs. alien .
i wann watch night at th muesuem 2 .

arhh .

tomorrow lak , mirah ajak me to watch monster vs. alien .

HELPPP !
i noww brokee readyy .

dahh larh , got to go .
byebye

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .


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i'm sorry . i really am .
Saturday, May 30, 2009
@ 7:02 PM








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Friday, May 29, 2009
@ 11:51 PM





hello .

I'M BACKK !whoo .

we did alot of stuff .
and we got quite a number of scholdings .

- first day

- reached at __ *forgot tymeing .
- ate lunch .
- broke us into 12 groups .
- did campcraft
- orantation . [ ? spell ? ]
- dinner .
- shower .
- slept .

* second day .

- woke up at 5.50am .
- showered .
- after breakfast , did rock climbing .
- then after lunch , went for kayaking .
- showered , dinner .
- campfire .
- sleep .

*LAST day .

- woke up , showered .
- area cleaning
- played some games
- waited till 12 .
- went hommee .

hhas .
miss out some points , i think .
scholding part ? simply plain lazy to elaborate .

first day , ilham went home , due to home-sickness
second day , chia cheng went home due to food poisoning .

on th last day ,
before we naik th bus , we had to do so called
area cleaning again . cause th others left litter .
after we clean th place , went home ,
amirah and bearlyn followed me home .

bath , then went out .
waited for ramzan and CHOIR boii for 1h .
after eat and stuff .
went to help Mr prabhu .
i help till 7 .
ramzan and choir boi help till 8 .
SO rajin .

went for silat .
finish bathing .
then slept for a while .
just woke up .

dah wann go sleep .

SORRY BABY !
ALL TH BEST FOR YOUR COMPETITION TOMORROW BABYBOII AND KAK DIYANA !


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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
@ 8:56 PM





hello .

CAMP IS TOMORROW !
still have not packed . tomorrow planning to wake up at 4am
to pack .

*sigh

gonna sleep arh .
tomorrow wann wakeup earlyy .

NITESS .


SORRY BABY !


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Thursday, May 21, 2009
@ 11:13 PM


hello .

currently having insomnia .

that day , slept at 10.10 , then wokee up at 11 .
then 3 sleep back , wokee up at 4 .
then get ready for school .
th next day samee thing .
today alsoo . i think , cause 9+ , i slept ready .
just wokee up , cannot sleep backk .

SORRY BABY !

just noww got my results for english , maths paper 1 , geography and science .

English total - 64 / 100 .
maths paper [ 1 ] - 30.5/50
geography - 21 / 50 , failed . suspected .
science - 66 / 100 . disappointing . hhas . just kidding .

Geography was NO surprise .
neither will history tomorrow .

okeys larhhhh .
gonna force my self to sleep .
if cannot , gonna read .
o.O'''

SORRY BABY !


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Monday, May 18, 2009
@ 8:46 PM




old photo that i foundd . [ re-edited ]



farah wokee me up this morning .
she came to my house at 10.45 ?
i was still in bedd .

i know 10.45 is latee .
but what do youhh expect when i slept late .
10.10 wasn't latee . i knoww .
but at 12 i wokee up , then finally slept back at
3 ?
*sighh


then at 3.10 went out of th house .
for religious class . i FREAKED out
at th void deck while waiting for my Bby-J .
there were cockroaches . then they were lyke trying to
climb up th chair , where me and farah were sitting .
then i SCREAMM !

*sighh

then stuff happen .
lazy to elaboratee .

okeyss larh .
i wann go bath then sleep .

NITEEE !

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Sunday, May 17, 2009
@ 9:22 PM


hello .

i feel really insert word
*sigh

SOMEONE HELPPP !
been getting alot of so called 'advice'
but every tyme people tell me what i can do ,
i get mood swings .

insert word



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who is afiqah to youhh baby ? fuckk
Thursday, May 14, 2009
@ 6:24 PM



hello .

End of MYE .
history wass last .
and it was just now .
REALLY REALLY GOIN TO FAILL .
i don't know what i scribble on th' paper .
*sighh

found out SEC 1 campp is on last week of school ?
27 - 29 . 3days , 2 nights .
I'll be having silat , on th 28 .
[ i think . should be ]

God , i'll be tired .
cause on th' 29 th eve-ning got something .

th' year is lyke quite fast .
o.O'''it's almost 0606 !
hhhas !

i just noticed something after reading my blog
from post may08 till noww .
i'm always insecure this tyme of th month .
MAYYY ! *sighh

hhas !

and one more thingg .

to this particular boii and gurll .
if youh guys don't lyke mee .
stop inviting me out with youh guys .
if i go with youh guys also , youh guys
layan one another , then me ?
THIRD party issit ?
to that boii , i don't wann to be left out
with th' both of youh , but th' both of youh guys
always go arcade . then i wann go there do whatt .
P.S ; if youh don't lyke my attitude , that means ,
youh don't lyke mee . ckp jerr budak express . E1 lakk tuhh .
bodo .

ohh , and before i forget . . .
youh just won't understand . YOUH NEVER WILL .

to th gurl ;
stop pretending to be my fwen .
i don't need fwens lyke youhh .

who th ' F ' gavee youh th' ritees to tell me what to do .
ONLY MY BABYBOI CAN CONTROL ME ! UNDERSTAND THAT !


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Sunday, May 10, 2009
@ 9:37 PM






hello .

ramdom picturee .

cann youh believe it ?
i usually finish eating a lasagna [ spell ? ]
in lyke 25min . now . . . it's lyke taking me more
than 2 hours . urhh . appetite keep on losing .
now . . . my half eaten lasagna is infornt of me .
and i started eating lyke around 8 ? now lyke 10 ?

tomorrow plans -
going to library .
study .
go arcade .

finish .

i really fed-up with my father .
i went out quite early larh .
once wake up , bath , went out .
then at 5+ . then suddenly wanna go __________
then wanna schold . oncee i reached home , wash-ed clothes .
then went outt again , then he marah again .
reached home at 8 + ?

i really wish wishes come true .
i really wish-ed that youh could accompany me to th' library tomorrow .

when i was out just noww ,
i saw this adidas flipflop .
which cost lyke $______
really wanted it seyy .
told mother i wanted it , then she was lyke ,
next tymee . i hope i can waitt .

o.O'''

dahh larh .
i sleep first larhh .

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i really don't believe that they think . they can think what they want . i knoww that your not that kind of boii . youh love me ritee ?
Saturday, May 9, 2009
@ 12:47 PM


hello .
just finished edit-ing for my babyboi hys group photo .

i HATEEE being insecure .
it just doesn't sound anything lyke me .
Yeshh . i admit , i get jealous . EVERYTIME .
but not to such an extend . everytime i get get
jealous , yeshh i do cry , but i don't cry myself
to sleep every single night . i've been crying
myself to sleep for more than a week now . andd ...
everytime i wanna sleep , i can't sleep . yessh i sleep
at 10.10 lyke how youh always ask me too sayang . but ,
every 30 min to 1 hour , i'll wake up . and my appetite
keeps on losing . Most of th' time i am my self .
my CRAZY self , i will go quite all of a sudden .
Remember last year ? when i got insecure . it wasn't
as bad as this onee . FUCK FHUCK .
i just missh how we were last tyme


Later i wanna meet my babyboii .

dahh larhh .
i wann watch t.vv

byebye .


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Wednesday, May 6, 2009
@ 9:31 PM


hello .

HAPPY 11th MONTH[sary]?? BABYBOI !
this 11 months has been GREAT !!
thanks for being there when i needed youh most .
all that is in my mind right now is saying that i'm damn effing SORRY .
and I LOVE YOUH damn effing much .

righ now . . .
i feel lyke crying .
baby , i know that your trying to conquer your fear of heights , but . . . this . . . baby . . . it's more lykee your hurting your-slef . baby . . . i really hopee youh stopp . I REALLY DON'T WANTT YOUH TO HURT YOUR-SELF . i'm not stoping youh from your funn . but i just don't want youh to get hurt .

hopee youh understand babyy .

What i'm talking about will be posted below
[ video ] .

baby , i'm SORIE .
macam manerr baby nyer temperature boleh naik seyy .
baby jangan demam sudahh .


anywayss . . .
th' video cannot be uploaded urh .


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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
@ 3:00 PM


hello .

things ar' getting from bad to worst late-ly .
last night . i never talked to anyone .
from 8.30pm ++ onwards . i was really . . . broken hearted
: ' [

then after tuition , i cried .
URHHH ! went home and locked my self
in th room , felt hungry but no appetite .
Locked my self in th' room and stared to cry like
noBody's business . Forced my self to sleep at 10.10 p.m
Then woke up at lyke 10.20p.m . really can't sleep urh .
Then at lyke 1am ? slept . Then after a while woke up .
And it happened repeated times . in class felt really tired .

nevermind urh .

Baby , baby masih ingat tak dulu , biler kiter first stead ? 1502'08 ?

baby sayang ingat , dulu biler dik sebut namer fauzan fhuckzan , baby cemburu , baby marah ?

baby pada masa tuhh ingatkan yang dik masih sukerkan dier , tapy padahal , dik betulbetul sayangkan baby , dan dik tak akan berhenti sayangkan baby walaupun dik tidak berada di sini .

Sekarang pulak , dik berase gyny , dik marah , dik cemburu . Dik takut kehilangan baby lagyk . dik TAK NAK kehilangan baby .

Baby . . .
dik tak tuduh baby engan dierr rapat . dik tanyer budak afifi tuhh . dik mxg dier punn pasal dik bosan , dik mxg baby , baby tak reply , so dik anggapkan yang baby buzy and dik tak nak kacau baby , that's why dik mxg dierr. pada masa tuhh pun dik berasa insecure . tuhh pasal dik tanyer dier pasal baby engan dierr . bukan nyer dik tak percayekan baby . PLEASE baby . PLEASE jangan fikir yang bukanbukan .
DIK PERCAYEKAN BABY . percayelah katakata adik .


and baby .
I really don't blame youh for not trusting what i said to youh that day . but i really mean it . i trust youh , i really do i mxg your friend just because i was bored . when i mxg youh punn , i msg youh at th wrong tyme , that is when youh are buzy . . . so i get bored . and when i mxg yourr friend punn , i brought up that topic cause there was no topic . I'm sorie baby . I really am . will youh ?

and . . .


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Saturday, May 2, 2009
@ 8:34 PM


UURHHH ! hello .

i hate these past few days / weeks .
i feel lyke i've been ignored .
then after that been in such bad mood lately
till i found faults with alot of people .
One was with hazirah , something happened .
then with shafiqah , i was so angry that i
put all my anger on her till she cried for
more lyke 5 tymes ?
then one was with a bunch with sec 2's .
outside school arh . VERRYVERRYVERRY long .
Shafiqah and farah was scared then they relax
on corner .
then th other one was yesterday , someone called me ,
But they called me 'oi' then i faught back .

URHHH !

then just now wanted to go j.p
then my parents want me to go home .
Then now they confiscate my phone .
What th fuck Fook .

I REALLY REALLY WISH THAT EVERYTHING WOULD STOPPP !
RIGHT NOWWW !
I JUST FEEL LYKE CRYING OUT OF ANGERRR .

FHUCK !!! please stopp . EVERYTHING . pleasee .

Got to go . byebye .
And baby ,

I really don't blame youh for not trusting what i said to youh yesterday . but i really mean it . i trust youh , i really do i mxg your friend just because i was bored . when i mxg youh punn , i msg youh at th wrong tyme , that is when youh are buzy . . . so i get bored . and when i mxg yourr friend punn , i brought up that topic cause there was no topic . I'm sorie baby . I really am . will youh ?

and . . .


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